Merry Xmas!


These days I had a lot of parties and happiness ! Xmas, the west festivel, is very good reason to get joyfulness. So it is popular in China now.

Althought the days were not special I still felt surrounded with happiness! I think it is the happiest Xmas I had so far. Because my husband was around me most of the times and we enjoyed these times that is the most important thing! But the only pity was I paused my studying lately! So tonight I really need to do something related to English whatever it is.

Now my husband is being around me. I felt there was a lot of mistakes in my blog I can see it in his eyes!:-( But Do not mind it is just a process!

I worried about my husband a little bit!

Lately there are something always bother my husband. I do not know how to comfort him and release his steam! Hopefully he can adjust his mood!

Today I did the housework all day. There are lots of dust in my appartment. Beijing had really heavy pollution recently. Couse the snow still didn't want to come here up to now. Whole city looks like a chimney. I heard that will be really windy tonight. Actually I hate the windy day a lot. It can make your skin really dry and your hair looks like a ghost! But it will make the sky blue and hopefully it can blow the pollution go away.

I wish it will be a good day tomorrow and my husband enjoy his time!:-)

A new start

I did not touch my blog for a long time. Couse I could not see it online. Maybe these is some limit. I have no idea!
In these days, I had to creat anther blog, so I had another one now. But I don't want to cancel this one because I already have some feelings of this one! Therefore I will write this blog in English and anther in Chinese:-)
Lately I read at night, and some times I translated a little abit articles in English quietly, Is it good? I think so, haha!
Hopefully I can get a big improvement!!!

同志尚需努力



刚看完英语，现在头大如斗！这两天总是睡不好，每天都是等到天蒙蒙亮才能入睡。尽管老公电话中不时地给我减压，但我的睡眠却像是丢了！

现在虽然过得像个苦行僧，但我还是有点小小的佩服自己，因为我已经明白结果不会很好，但我并没有放弃努力，这可是很少有的啊！呵呵！

现在人们做事，都会先去想会得到什么结果，如果预期不会太好大多都会放弃。但仔细想想其实我们放弃的不仅是还不确定出现的不理想的结果，还有在努力过程中收获的出乎意料。只是当我们望着那渺茫的希望努力时，的确需要一点勇气和毅力。

蛮干

老公去了新加坡，我一整天呆在家里和英语较劲，太痛苦了！写作：绞尽脑汁的想单词，想理由；听力：耳忙眼急的抓单词；阅读：挖空心思的认单词；就语法好点，却也只是一知半解！每一分钟都在面对自己的知识匮乏，真是天大的灾难啊！
这几天的强攻到底能取得多大进展，我并不确定，但我必须顶着。我知道路漫漫其修远矣，我也还是得顶着。因为该面对的迟早都要面对，还是赶早吧！

人生要面对很多的诱惑，有大有小。其实哪个更能让人就范呢？应该是小得吧。因为大的诱惑，也有大的风险，人们在面对时就会掂量着点。而小的诱惑所带来的危害往往是潜在的，比如TV，我们总想着看一会，不会影响什么，可谁知时间一去不复返，当我们再次按下power，思想又开始跟睡眠的诱惑做起斗争！我们每时每刻都在被这些小小的诱惑缠绕着，有人妥协，有人斗争也有人不为所动。而我很明显，大多数时间都在对诱惑说yes。哎！衰人！

Howere 衰人也要自强不息了，看吧，谁与争锋，还看今朝！哈哈哈哈 ！汗、、、、、

梦



空灵无限，轻如鹅毛般漫天飞舞着，寂寞着。。。。
像是不远的灯火阑珊处，
却凭使出全力，也只有无奈的望着！
那是如此伸手可及的温暖，却偏是够不到，拼出命去的呐喊，
声音却在出口的一瞬消失了！
恐惧渗入了黑夜，冰冷冰冷。。。。
唯一能觉出得暖，
只是身上的薄纱那一点的红色。。。。

unlucky on stock

It was unlucky in these days. My hubby suffered a striking on stock and he was very depressed. Therefore I worried about him. Luck is difficult to catch just like wind. I want him to be happy even if without enough money but it seems like my desire as if impossibly happend in our life. Because the society in this time needs money in everywhere and we always compare to others so it is difficult to find the real happiness. I believe the welfare does not have relations with money. But I have no idea how to make him happy. All I can do just to pray and to study hard!